Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Confession....New Begining!

Ok I said I WASNT ABSOLUTLEY WASNT GOING TO CHEAT EVER AGAIN!!! Well yesterday I did...stupid meee!!! I have a goal set and I messed it all up! I didnt cheat bad but its still a cheat! I am strong I have done this before and I WILL AND CAN DO IT AGAIN...I was also takin over the counter cough meds which I am sure didnt help....I know alot of people are insprired by me and my accomplishments and that it self is making me push foward with this! Yes I am making a big deal cause I am so dissapointed in myself...its nearing up on the 2 year anniversary of my mimis death a majorrrrrrrr part of my life just poof takin away were I cant call her everyday or I cant go see her...however I know she is here with me everyday pushing me foward...I have had some stress but u know in life u deal with crap you or anyone else dont wanna deal with and I have got to learn not to lean twds the bad food for comfort! I know I can its now time to put my big girl pantys on and DO IT! I feel I have let myself down and others but thats ok we learn from our mistakes and push fwd with them...I have it set in my mind that I am going to do this the right way and I will continue to do so! So a new begining I have set in mind and new strategies and new goals and a NEW ME!!! Today is a new day and tomorrow will be even a better day! Thank you everyone and all my friends at www.affordablehcgdiet.com for standing by me threw it all!! <3

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  1. Thanks Jennifer for posting this blog...you hang in there girl!! You are doing a great job!

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