Its ok...we all do it!

Well I cheated yesterday ughhh I told myself I WASNT GOING TO!!! But its the holidays and I just caved, sometimes that makes me feel weak as if I couldnt tell myself no...but even sometimes we all just hafta look at our accomplishments and say..yanno...celebrate a lil and I knew I was goin to pay the price for celebrating a lil and I was ready to take credit for my actions...today howver is a new day I am back at it NO MORE CHEATING! I am kinda in a bolah mood anyway so I dunno how this day is goin to end! I have a funeral to attend of a good friend that battled till she just couldnt battle any more with cancer today...so that with alot of whats going on in my personal life its just to much to take sometimes,,,but this lil angel ( MY MIMI) whispers in my ear and says..Jennifer you can do it, be strong and hold on, I am right here with you, I wont let you fall! Soooo yeah she keeps me going I know she is everywere with me...May 18th will be 2 years she has been gone, doesnt seem like that long, I wanted to wish her Happy Easter and open my mailbox to some cutsey lil card that she would always send, I still find myself going to the mailbox to this day! I know shes up there watching me and all my sucess and I know she is very proud of me and I KNOW she is my star!!! Sometimes its just hard...when there is so much going on in your life u sometimes fall...dont worry we all fall, we all get back up, and we all keep going, MOST OF ALL..... we all succeed! I am so thankful for all my support on www.affordablehcgdiet.com and there facebook page, they are the ones that have motivated me, and inspired me to keep going as well! 190 pounds in 8 months is great to me and I do have more to go yes...and I will get there YES! We are never alone everrrrr, we are all in this together and we will all make it I promise!