Longggggggg week!

Well my head has definitely been elsewhere I totally forgot to post my blogs :( Shawns Aunt passed away Tuesday and it been kind of crazy...I feel bad for Shawn he was really close to her....we knew she was going to go but its still hard when the time actually does come....I hate to see my family so sad...they all do things to keep themselves busy as I do as well I was really close to her since coming in to the family 8 years ago....

Threw out all this I have managed to stay on my diet...sometimes I would use lifes struggles as a reason to cheat...I was on tom all week till day before yesterday so my losses were pretty slow...but in 3 days I have lost almost 7 pounds! I am loving this combo! I am so ready to be skinny I hate being fat! Sometimes I get impatient and feel like I wanna give up...but I have such great supporters in my life that WONT let me give up! I dont wanna give up I just wish this fat would just poof be gone with a wiggle of my nose haha...this diet has honestly changed my life...I love the feeling I get when the scale drops and the inches fade....its only getting better! I stay positive and I have it in my head...I CAN AND WILL DO THIS!!! Have a great weekend everyone! Happy losing!

Down 3 today....

I am veryyyyyyy happy to be down 3 pounds today I was a lil worried cause I walked ALOTTTTTTTTTTT yesterday at the football game....and I am holding together pretty well to be in a situation I am in and being a former emotional eater.....

Shawns Aunt that he is VERY VERY close to is dying...shes been in a coma all week, her breathing has shallowed wayyyyyyy down and sometimes she stops breathing, Hospice came in today and warned the family that its getting close and to be prepared....Shawn has held it in and hes a strong man, I have had the pleasure of knowing his aunt and getting clsoe to them for the 8 years we have been together....usually I would (and I hate to admit this) but Id use this as a way to cheat cause thats what emotional eaters do...I am strong I have to be for not just myself but for my family specially at this time....and I am I am still eating on protocol and doing my diet like I should....I have fat to lose and more confidence to gain!

This diet is the best diet I have ever been on and its changing my life day by day! :) Hope everyone has a great friday!

whooohoooo down 3 pounds today!

I was soooooooooo happy with th3e scale this morning! I was finally down 3 wholeeeeeeee pounds! Yayyyyyyyyyyyy! I so did the happy dance!

I am mighty proud of myself though...had a couple a BAD NEWS' today...My husbands aunt that we are really close to is close to passing hospice said that its a matter of days...she has been asleep for 3 days and wont eat or drink anything and when they do have her try and get a drink she chokes :( breathing is slowly going away....I love her with all my heart but I know GOD has a plan for her in his palace..usually I would EMOTIONAL eat...Im holding strong and plan on holding strong...I have the races in November and I wont be walking nowhere if I dont get this weight off!

Like Dory in Finding Nemo says....

JUST KEEP SWIMMING!

Have a great day everyone! :)

9-17-12 Down .8

okay so I cheated, gained, stalled then finally LOST yayyyyyyy I mean what I say I will NOT cheat again! I am so ready for all this to be goneeeeee! So Shawn tells me....when I get to my goal weight we can have family pics done....let me tell you this THAT MAN HATES HIS PIC TAKEN and thats probably the only way I can get him to take a family pic lol....also he said that he would take me and get me all new clothes but I have to stay on the diet strict strict....hes not being mean hes worried about my health and about my body.....I had such a better attitude when I was losing weight! Its only gonna get batter from here! I am bringing sexy back and I am gonna be sexy and I know it!

Saturday Bloggggg :)

Up .4 today but I am ok with that, I cheated yesterday morning and at lunch soooooo its my fault....but I made a promise to quite a few people that are a HUGE influence in my life that I would NOT cheat again and that I am gonna loose the weight I know I need to lose...my kids worry....my hubby worrys.....my family....my friends.....I have alot of people that have my back and motivate me there is no reason for excuses! Hoping for a good release tomorrow (fingers crossed) as I watch my TEXAS LONGHORNS game tonight I will walk my but on that treadmill for 30 minutes and do things the right way this time...no substitutions STRAIGHT UP PROTOCAL ONLY!

Hope everyone has a greattttt Sunday! See ya Monday! :) Good luck everyone!

Its time to shine! :)

As you all know I have fell off a few times and only MY FAULT NOT THE DIETS, this diet works great! It always has....I must say I am a stress eater, others turn to drugs, alcohol, ect.....I turn to food, its an addiction as well....I can honestly say that things are looking better for me so what a better time to start my journey back up and kick this fats arse than NOW! I have been on this diet for 2 years did great the first year and a half lost 180 pounds best feeling in the world! Yes I had some life stressors and I had some issues I needed to learn to deal with and I can say I am ready to pick up and GOOOOOO I am ready to not only prove to MYSELF first and foremost but to my peers and my family that have stuck by me no matter what! My husband has kept his foot in my butt bout staying on track and about DOING IT LIKE I DID BEFORE.....everyday that I cheated I could see the disappointment in  in his eyes and my kids then I look in the mirror and see the same look in my eyes! So here I am ready to start another round and NOT TO GIVE UP! I have the best BOSS (Shea), friends and family a girl could ask for and everyone is helping me its time I take charge and help myself! So with that being said here's to a new me and I will keep EVERYONE updated daily and post daily blogs and every 2 weeks Im a post pics of my progress! LETS DO THIS!

Thank you all for standing by me threw everything! :)